Beginnings and Endings
Tomorrow is a day of beginnings. Tomorrow I will begin the eight hour drive back to St. Louis for my last week of work for awhile and then the beginning of jterm an then the spring semester right after. I’m excited and nervous and sad all at the same time. Excited because I can’t wait to get out of the hell that is my college experience thus far, nervous because I will be a real person at the end of all of this, and sad because I still feel like my life is lacking real direction. Everyone says that once you get out of college everything will suddenly make sense and you’ll be fine with the world. I’m not so sure. I still haven’t found that place where I fit in, the one that you never want to leave. I’ve found plenty of places I don’t ever want to come back to, but none that keep me coming back. Hopefully I can work out all o the kinks before I graduate. :/